Aham Shunya

Things go around me I, want to control soul tells to surrender I, goes for stroll I am the master will never be under I believe in me I will not surrender I create the future surrender is for weak the argument seems valid I, could not speak Do not go restless stop listening to soul I, convince the self to focus on the goal Still, I am suffering despite reaching the goal I need to surrender because, truth is with soul.  

  I feel so confused looking at the tree comes a simple question who is more free? Being at one place nothing he could strive without having any motive will waste his life To validate the self one has to move standing at one place what will he prove? I need to prove this is the plight not getting in trap made him so quite I am getting jealous he is so still I have the power but, he got the will His will to surrender made him all free he is just there standing as a tree.