Aham Shunya

I want to move steps, I should select but, still confusion remains Is my decision correct? Left with no option self was so adamant look at the others no one is stagnant Everyone is on move trying to get somewhere eyes, looking for something could not find, here Something is being lost that, I am sure seems like a disease no one finding cure now, they are watching where, I am going not finding the lost me, they start following If, I get lost have to  join rest price is very high looks like futile quest Slowly, I became a member of the lost galére standing, was other option would have found, there.  

All my entire life dwelled on this thought I was born unique with desire, I was brought The feeling of special made me so glad others don't have it this is so sad In sea of common It's hard to survive but, I am distinct I will surely thrive Being born so different I stand above all this is my identity status should not fall To maintain this status lived life in drudgery yet, at the end I died just ordinary.