Aham Shunya

I thought, you were happy In this beautiful castle Which, i build for you With so much of hassle. The castle has it all That one could strive All the desires, one wishes Only here, they could thrive. I tried so hard To Keep this castle strong Still, you want to leave What have i done wrong? Don't understand, your attraction Towards the rest When, in this castle With me, you could be the best. I will not let you Be with the rest I will do anything To deter your futile quest. I will compete you Definitely, i will beat you I will deceive you In the end, i will deplete you. I will suffocate you I will take all your strength To Keep you with me I can go to any length. For my existence I have to be the best For sure, i don't want To be among the rest You will loose your identity By merging with the rest It will take over you Like an uncontrollable pest. I have all the means To clamp you down Without me, you are nothing Will be an unhappy clown. I deny its existence It does have nothi...

Self created this fear To Keep self engage. To protect from fear Self started the cage. Made hard with need To Keep it intact. To survive the game Self, can not distract. Survival is only option Rest, self don't care. Going Beyond the cage Prefer, not to dare. Outside its so strong Inside looks so nice. Self got absorbed here Freedom is the price. But, who needs Freedom Pain, self can bear. Makes me feel alive My dear, this fear.

Dangerous is the situation This is the reality Afraid of the other I live in duality. Every thought of mine Starts with a fear With or against me Distinction is very clear. Others are unlike me Option is to mend Could be possible threat Their existence should end. Fighting for my survival I am getting desperate Have to kill others Knowing, i am seperate. You are like me Let us have unity Once we are one We kill the diversity. Now, others are gone Their death should suffice Still, i feel vulnerable The thing I realize. You, separate from me I, separate from you You have to die Remember, we are two.

So much of pressure For me to exist Life without a dream Not worth, self persist Idea of a dream Makes so much sense Self is the master Only he has relevance I need a dream In order to survive Just living a life Self, can not thrive Dream of my life Now is my goal To accomplish this idea Slave is, my soul I am so convinced This idea is fire But, the truth Remains Dream comes from desire.

When i tried to jump The wall of fear He gently, pulls me down The "purpose of life", so dear. When i found the door Through the wall of fear "Family" calls from the back Road ahead is not clear. Then i tried to pull down This mighty, wall of fear He brutally pushed me aside The "belief", of which i am a firm believer. Fearing that i might try again To go beyond this wall of fear "Intellect" was put around my neck And, Oh God, this thing was heavier. Sitting trapped, exhausted and frustrated I smiled and admired, this beautiful house Which, i build myself long ago Where, we can live fearlessly Me and my dear ego.

Look at the river Freely it is flowing Without spec of fear Towards sea, she is going Ready to loose sweetness Will sacrifice her purity This is her purpose Of which, she has surety Born with restlessness Now merging so calm Surrendering to her path Written on her palm Cradles every civilization Without losing her way Part of eternal cycle Submits, what conscious say Accepting the boundaries Reaches her next destination In losing her identity She has no hesitation Nurtures every life Aware of her role Revered by humanity Epitomizing, odyssey of soul Becomes one with the sea Rests for a While Circle has to start again her Journey has endless mile

Born as a fish In the big ocean With all her Freedom Free were her emotion Just looking all around Whatever comes her way Open were her eyes Beautiful was her day Eating when feels hungry There was no order She was just living Without fearing any border Ocean was so vast Where she can roam Belonging was not aspired This was her home Going to the left Then, making the right At the end, straight Choosing was no fight There was no destiny She has to reach Never was she lost Avoiding things, that teach Such was her liberation Living without a wish Was aware of self Died as a fish....

I love this thing I love that thing I love this being I love that being I love this feel I love that feel I love this dream  I love that dream  I love this idea  I love that idea I love this way I love that way If, I love this can not love that I have to choose In this eternal spat Boundaries are very clear between light and shade can not love both choice must be made For love to exist you need always two Just try being one only need is you..